MY RESOLUTION IN 2011

THE RESOLUTION
I know this is not easy at all. Especially at this momment, it is not easy to get a good job with a good money.

I have dreamt to get a better job for years. I even have already mentioned it into my previous resolutions years ago but I have not made it happen yet so far. But I will not give up. I will struggle for it. The reason is I need to release my energy and contribute my compentencies professionally at the right place.

Right, working is not all about money. Working is more about the way to expres our self actualization. Money is important but if there is no fairness arround of you at work, hence you wouldn't be happy at all with the job although you are paid with a lot of money.

I did get all my resolutions last year but the new job ! I got a new - bigger house, I've already joint an English Course at the best institution one, and I bought my piano ! That's all, but I didn't get a new job !

Well, something about material is not interesting any more for me. At least, getting a new job absolutely the most important issue for me right now. I also want to go for hajj this year. At least umroh. I have failed last year although I have already started saving money for it.. Hence, I have to work hardly for it.

I WAS HAPPY
I was happy with my job almost 14 years ago. Although it wasn't suitable enough with my academical background but many reasons for me to happy with that. I have a very, very, very friendly boss ! He's smart, good in leadership, open minded and he is not a descriminant ! He's young, talented and knows well about his follower competenicies.

I was surprised when he was going to China for business trip for almost 2 months, actually he has already arranged me a fully training program arround the company. I have no idea, but one by one, the factory managers invited me for training on the continuity schedule. Exactly well program !

He's young, objective and respect to all of his variety followers. He is absolutely inspired us. He's sportive and care. He was carrying us into a big warm family. We are solid because of him and everyone knows about it.

He trusts his followers and delegates assignments appropriately. I almost can't find his weakness ! He's such a wise leader who brings his ordinary followers became nice followers who loves each other as a team ! Winning team !

I have the most wonderful friends that I am still keep and touch untill today. I am so greatful to have them as my family. They are so nice, warm, friendly, and care ! I have never found a crime-friend there !

Mr. Rendy Roedianto, frankly speaking, you're such a marvelous boss for us. You taught us manything to be a good employee who has spirit and goals for ours future. You were 33 years old at that moment, but you are so awesome as a boss !

THE FACT
The fact, I am still here. I have been here almost a decade. Yes, I am not happy. And yes, I have been bullyed cruelly for years. But yes, I have to face it all rationally. As soon as I get the opportunity, I will run !

Today I have to compromise with the situation rationally. I do not need to destroy everything because I was hurt. No ! I am so glad that I have had opportunity for years to observe directly into the most weird working situatiation that I have never seen before ! Hence I've learnt so many thing free in charge.

I have to realize that I am not to be needed here appropriately. I have been in the wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong people. It doesn't necesary to blame it to some one else. No one's wrong about this difficult situation. At least they have ever tought that they needed me. In fact, they do not know how to have it from me. It's okay !

The most important thing is, I have integrity as a proffesional, as a moslem, a human being, to do anything correctyl as long as I can. Well, because I've just a human being, sometimes we do the wrong things right ? But I do still have a commitment to myself, to improve and getting better, once again as a professional, a moslem and as a human being. I am sure, the times will come at the perfect time for me ! Inssya Allah !